Well, as usual I am the type of person that does not want to have any arguments or any kinds of fights when in relationship. I tried to have a perfect relationship, although I know at the time my relationship with Blue Eyes were not. Deep down inside I know I was not happy with him.
Another night passes by still I did not confronted Blue Eyes of the things I have found. I chicken out! I just got back from a long journey and I haven't recovered at all. It's just doesn't feel right to create drama while it was just 2 days since my returned from the Philippines.
Early Friday morning our greatdane dog were barking from the window pane from our living room which woke me up. Blue Eyes must have been very tired because he didn't bother getting up at all. I got up to check up on our dog to see what she was barking about. Well, of course she was barking on a black cat outside on our porch. I was about to go back to bed but my eyes caught a flickering cellphone message light on top of the coffee table.
Without even thinking, I just picked it up and when I pressed any button to light the screen up, the first message lit up and it reads "I Love You, Baby! XOXO from Blondie Bee-yotch." I was thinking am I really reading this? I hope this is just a dream! I blinked my eyes to see if I was dreaming. I saw my dog staring at me with sympathy as if she felt and knew what was going on around the house.
I froze up! I can't move. It hurts, really really hurts. I started to sob slowly until I can't hold it anymore. I burst in tears and cried out loud really really loud to release my anger until Blue Eyes heard me.
Blue Eyes came and was confused as to why I was crying hysterically. I finally confronted him but he firmly denies everything even I supplied him with all the evidence I've found. I was thinking right then after he denied his relationship with the bee-yotch next door neighbor there was no hope. I did not want to go this route. I didn't deserve to be treated like this and to be cheated on. I deserve better!
Another night passes by still I did not confronted Blue Eyes of the things I have found. I chicken out! I just got back from a long journey and I haven't recovered at all. It's just doesn't feel right to create drama while it was just 2 days since my returned from the Philippines.
Early Friday morning our greatdane dog were barking from the window pane from our living room which woke me up. Blue Eyes must have been very tired because he didn't bother getting up at all. I got up to check up on our dog to see what she was barking about. Well, of course she was barking on a black cat outside on our porch. I was about to go back to bed but my eyes caught a flickering cellphone message light on top of the coffee table.
Without even thinking, I just picked it up and when I pressed any button to light the screen up, the first message lit up and it reads "I Love You, Baby! XOXO from Blondie Bee-yotch." I was thinking am I really reading this? I hope this is just a dream! I blinked my eyes to see if I was dreaming. I saw my dog staring at me with sympathy as if she felt and knew what was going on around the house.
I froze up! I can't move. It hurts, really really hurts. I started to sob slowly until I can't hold it anymore. I burst in tears and cried out loud really really loud to release my anger until Blue Eyes heard me.
Blue Eyes came and was confused as to why I was crying hysterically. I finally confronted him but he firmly denies everything even I supplied him with all the evidence I've found. I was thinking right then after he denied his relationship with the bee-yotch next door neighbor there was no hope. I did not want to go this route. I didn't deserve to be treated like this and to be cheated on. I deserve better!
After the arguments, Blue Eyes left early to play golf. Nothing matters to him but playing GOLF every single freaking day! His life is all about playing GOLF GOLF GOLF. We were supposed to leave from Florida to California the following day which is Saturday. He should be packing and getting himself ready but yet he was gone again to play GOLF. I was wondering if he took off that day to be golfing the bee-yotch! (You know Effen here even though I was already home. Who knows!)
So I was getting my car cleaned up and found a pair of earrings and more cigarette butts. It didn't bother to me anymore! I have my mind set to leave Blue Eyes behind. I didn't want to deal with another hurt ache.
I went to our computer to get my AOL Internet service disconnected because it was in my name but I've discovered even more an undeniable evidence that indeed Blue Eyes were having relationship with the bee-yotch next door. There were tons of pictures of him with the bee-yotch.
No need for another confrontation. With that being said, no more hurt ache, no more dealing with con artist, a deceiver, no more dealing with another pain. I am so done with Blue Eyes!
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another heartache on your part ate. but I appreciate your composure and how u control your temper. Idol tlga kita jan. You're a brave woman indeed. go ahead and looking forward to the next scene
ReplyDeleteMJ, there's chapter VIII already. Just click next.
ReplyDeleteGreeetings to you Pinay Az ;) I have just (stumbled upon your site while searching for ways other than "craigslist" I am getting back in the hopes of going back to P.I. where my heart is in hope of finding (true love) after 12 yrs of wrongful marriage. I was a journalist while I live in P.I. 3 monys of the year for 5 yrs prior to marriage.....I love it there & I do know the Filipino are wonderful and mostly honest. Just don't wish to be alone. I enjoy all you have written and I wish to thank you for that gift you share ;) God Bless~ Patrick ~ dustyroadsagain@gmail.com
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